Angry Of Him

I m so angry with **** ( the person I love)!!!!!
we never message and msn each other for three days!!!
not even a good talk in school...
juz because of that "story"...
Now i really damn "beh song" him!!!
My friend (Melanie Ng) dat knows this secret suggest me to ask him ( the guy i love): "u angry isit?? sorry la.."
then I tell Melanie: "I wont say sorry or beg him to talk to me or wat, cause is not my fault, i did not do anything wrong, dont talk to him den dun talk lor, i dun mind and i dun care also.."
I also block the guy in MSN also, i will block him for one week,
if he dun start to talk to me, i will not forgive him anymore!!!!
I neva treat my "first love" so bad before, onli this guy, i onli treat him like this, dunno why??

But then, everytime my friends that know this secret talk about him, I will also join them and talk.. dunno y.. mayb is just "心理作用"...
everytime i will not stop thinkin of him.. when I saw him, my mind comes out all of his picture..
Maybe I Love Him too much already...
I hope I can stop thinkin of him, but I really can't!!!

Oh My Gosh, can somebody help me???!!!

Dunno what to do now... "走一步，算一步吧！！"